Prior to my last post, I wonder how much I can trust him. Let's say I bought his story for being forced to couple up with a girl he didn't like. During those times, did he not think about how I felt then? I chatted with him for quite a long time just now. He said that he was sincere when he confessed that he likes me. The confession was made 8 or 9 years ago when I was still fresh in the KL soil.
Truthfully, I did not expect him to confess, yet, again when we chatted. I thought it was merely a puppy love. No love can last for almost a decade, right?
What makes it even weirder is, I never thought my feelings are still calling for him. I thought I have forgotten about him, the drama between him and his so-called gf, as well as the invincible 'hurt' he did put me through. That was not an easy goodbye when he did left since he left without a word (not a mere warning that he was leaving!). That's why I have given up on him since the day he went away.
But, now. It's a different story. We are both almost adult. I don't know if this emotion that I am feeling right now is real or out of desperation. Not that he said anything official but his hint is enough to let my blood rush into my head. Okay, I have to tell the truth, it has been awhile since I feel like this. Every since I am single and someone confesses to me, I rejected them. Not because I don't like them but because I know I'd be wasting a lot of time on them alone, and therefore I am scared that it would disrupt my studies.
Surprisingly, my feelings for him seems to still be there, despite his long absence in my life. The only problem is I wonder if his telly-tale is the truth or not. I did not let him explain further on how he did ended up with the other girl because I know it is not in my place to ask him that, unless he really really is ready to tell me.
Since I have been an unreliable Love Dr. for my friends, I wonder how they would react when I told them about this story. I'm not even sure if I am dreaming or somewhat still have my rationale.
I do hope, no. Actually I REALLY WISH I could meet up with him. It HAS been almost a decade since I last saw him, since he left me without warning, since he let go of me so easily. I'm just scared that I don't have enough courage and strength to see him. You know how cowardly I am when it comes to the male genes. *sigh*
I can only hope and wish that I can see him. Even just to hear his voice would make my day =)
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
My long lost crush...
Hehe... okie I know I'm smiling like an idiot now.. but as the title said, my long lost crush found me in Facebook and I was super happy to reunite with him. Long story actually... How small the world is now... And all I can see is the stars and the moon :D (the name of the guy will be protected for fear of unwanted eyes)
We shared a lot of memories together in the past. It was only too bad that he coupled off with someone else. While we were chatting he said he was forced to couple up with that girl. I don't know the rest of the story because I don't want to intervene on his past love. I mean it's his personal story. He can tell me when he is ready. Yes, I was disappointed when I knew he coupled up with that girl when he himself confessed that he liked me. I thought his love has changed since that girl was the talk of the school. So, I let them be... It was him who told me just now that he did not even want to couple up with that girl, but was forced to. I don't blame him. All I could think of was 'What could have been if that girl wasn't there?'...
During that time, it was hard for me to face him even though I knew there was nothing between me and him in the first place. But, when I found out that he was gonna changed school, I thought I was going to cry. He didn't inform me of the news and heard about it from someone else. He did not even tell me where he was transferred to... I was so disappointed and decided to talk to him... But he avoided me. Since then, I thought I was on a one-sided love. Therefore, I decided to forget everything about him... until just recently when he came back into my world.
It was such an unexpected friend request. He changed a lot during the years. I could barely recognized him. During those time that we were together, I wish I knew his feelings towards me earlier... maybe, things would have turned out much different...?? Me, instead of that girl, by his side. Well, I don't know. I'm excited to see what's gonna happen next.. :D (well, I am already so excited)
Just in case you are reading this... 'Yes, I miss you, too' =)
We shared a lot of memories together in the past. It was only too bad that he coupled off with someone else. While we were chatting he said he was forced to couple up with that girl. I don't know the rest of the story because I don't want to intervene on his past love. I mean it's his personal story. He can tell me when he is ready. Yes, I was disappointed when I knew he coupled up with that girl when he himself confessed that he liked me. I thought his love has changed since that girl was the talk of the school. So, I let them be... It was him who told me just now that he did not even want to couple up with that girl, but was forced to. I don't blame him. All I could think of was 'What could have been if that girl wasn't there?'...
During that time, it was hard for me to face him even though I knew there was nothing between me and him in the first place. But, when I found out that he was gonna changed school, I thought I was going to cry. He didn't inform me of the news and heard about it from someone else. He did not even tell me where he was transferred to... I was so disappointed and decided to talk to him... But he avoided me. Since then, I thought I was on a one-sided love. Therefore, I decided to forget everything about him... until just recently when he came back into my world.
It was such an unexpected friend request. He changed a lot during the years. I could barely recognized him. During those time that we were together, I wish I knew his feelings towards me earlier... maybe, things would have turned out much different...?? Me, instead of that girl, by his side. Well, I don't know. I'm excited to see what's gonna happen next.. :D (well, I am already so excited)
Just in case you are reading this... 'Yes, I miss you, too' =)
Sunday, February 7, 2010
In the end..
I did not get a good sleep last night. Since I have to sleep on the floor without any pillow, bolster or blanket because she conquered my bed completely, I suffered terribly... not that I blame her, but she's not supposed to sleep there in the first place. HUH!
I don't know what time she did wake me up but as soon as I opened my eyes, I straight away slept on my bed. It feels like I didn't sleep a wink. Gosh.
Anyways, put that aside. Let me tell you a story on what happened after my field trip next.
After we got back to UMS, I straight away went to the DKP since I have Financial class right after we alighted from the bus at 2.00pm. Eventho the seniors told us to stay for awhile but I think going to the class is much more important because I seriously want to 'master' the subject even for just a little bit. I feel unsatisfied with my performance on the subject. Maybe because I'm too ignorant to actually open the Financial book. Everytime I wanna study, all I saw was numbers, calculations and some ugly formulas which I can't even make out of! So geram!
Anyway, back to the story, so, I went to the class and started concentrating but since I came in late, I did not understand a thing about bonds, the formulas and everything. I was blur and became even blurer and even MORE blur throughout the class. Sigh. No one was willing to explain to me how to do them when the lecturer gave us some exercise to do on the spot. There are some friends who come to you only when they need you. I just learn the lesson that day. It was like my friends were there, but weren't there at all! They did the exercise and discussed on their own without teaching me on how to do them.
Anyways, after the class, I planned to go to PPIB to replace my Mandarin subject which I was supposed to attend at 11am but because of the field trip, lao shi said to replace the missing class on that same day at 6.00pm. So, I went to PPIB after withdrawing some cash from CIMB. It was really really hot that day and I walked from CIMB to PPIB which is a 5-minute walk. The time was 4.45pm.
Because I wasn't sure where the class was supposed to be, I went to lao shi room to ask where the class will be. She told me and I went straight to the class eventho it was still early. While waiting, I revised some Mandarin from the book and did the exercise as well.
As I mentioned earlier, the class started at 6.00pm but when it was almost 6.00pm, I began to wonder how come I was the only one in the class. I felt weird and thought that I might be in the wrong class. But, when I double check, I was in the RIGHT CLASS! Eventho I was 100% sure I was in the right class, I went out and waited outside the class just in case someone will come. And, indeed, someone did come and I recognized him since he's from SPE as well. So, I asked him if this class is Mandarin class and who is the person teaching. He said the teacher's name and opened the door to find the class empty.
Without any more words, he step out from the room and walked away. I was standing there like an idiot and without any clue on what I was supposed to do. When I look at where he was going, suddenly he disappeared. WHAT THE TOOT?! He did not even inform me where the class was supposed to be and left me there alone. So, I waited in the PPIB's foyer to wait for lao shi who I thought will come from the staircase. So, I waited and waited and waited but there was no sign of lao shi...
So, I started to re-checked the class and it was still empty. I went to and fro the foyer and the classroom but without success. After an hour of doing the same thing, finally at 7.00pm, I gave up and left to go back to my room. I was so damn angry with the guy for not telling me anything. And now, I'm scared my name will be black marked by lao shi for not attending the class TWICE already. The first time was because SPE had a talk in Resital Hall about Jihad Business and even the Menteri Kewangan Kedua Malaysia attended the talk together with Dr. Fadzilah Kamsah. Then the second time was because of the field trip and an unexpected incident!
So, now I have to write a letter explaining my absence. I never thought that I would have to do it because I really don't want to leave a bad name on myself. And some more, we're talking about LAO SHI, a mandarin teacher here! Aren't they famous for being strict on attendance? heh~ I guess, I need to work extra hard on my mandarin. Like, seriously hard! I wonder who can help to teach me on last week's topic because I can't just do it on my own. Hurmmppphhhh.... maybe I should do it on my own. heh~
So, it was a bitter sweet memory. Maybe I think too much about lao shi black marking my name. I hope she will understand. I did not do it on purpose. I did not intend to even skip her class! Since the situation turned out like this, I have to deal with it. Gaaahh...
I don't know what time she did wake me up but as soon as I opened my eyes, I straight away slept on my bed. It feels like I didn't sleep a wink. Gosh.
Anyways, put that aside. Let me tell you a story on what happened after my field trip next.
After we got back to UMS, I straight away went to the DKP since I have Financial class right after we alighted from the bus at 2.00pm. Eventho the seniors told us to stay for awhile but I think going to the class is much more important because I seriously want to 'master' the subject even for just a little bit. I feel unsatisfied with my performance on the subject. Maybe because I'm too ignorant to actually open the Financial book. Everytime I wanna study, all I saw was numbers, calculations and some ugly formulas which I can't even make out of! So geram!
Anyway, back to the story, so, I went to the class and started concentrating but since I came in late, I did not understand a thing about bonds, the formulas and everything. I was blur and became even blurer and even MORE blur throughout the class. Sigh. No one was willing to explain to me how to do them when the lecturer gave us some exercise to do on the spot. There are some friends who come to you only when they need you. I just learn the lesson that day. It was like my friends were there, but weren't there at all! They did the exercise and discussed on their own without teaching me on how to do them.
Anyways, after the class, I planned to go to PPIB to replace my Mandarin subject which I was supposed to attend at 11am but because of the field trip, lao shi said to replace the missing class on that same day at 6.00pm. So, I went to PPIB after withdrawing some cash from CIMB. It was really really hot that day and I walked from CIMB to PPIB which is a 5-minute walk. The time was 4.45pm.
Because I wasn't sure where the class was supposed to be, I went to lao shi room to ask where the class will be. She told me and I went straight to the class eventho it was still early. While waiting, I revised some Mandarin from the book and did the exercise as well.
As I mentioned earlier, the class started at 6.00pm but when it was almost 6.00pm, I began to wonder how come I was the only one in the class. I felt weird and thought that I might be in the wrong class. But, when I double check, I was in the RIGHT CLASS! Eventho I was 100% sure I was in the right class, I went out and waited outside the class just in case someone will come. And, indeed, someone did come and I recognized him since he's from SPE as well. So, I asked him if this class is Mandarin class and who is the person teaching. He said the teacher's name and opened the door to find the class empty.
Without any more words, he step out from the room and walked away. I was standing there like an idiot and without any clue on what I was supposed to do. When I look at where he was going, suddenly he disappeared. WHAT THE TOOT?! He did not even inform me where the class was supposed to be and left me there alone. So, I waited in the PPIB's foyer to wait for lao shi who I thought will come from the staircase. So, I waited and waited and waited but there was no sign of lao shi...
So, I started to re-checked the class and it was still empty. I went to and fro the foyer and the classroom but without success. After an hour of doing the same thing, finally at 7.00pm, I gave up and left to go back to my room. I was so damn angry with the guy for not telling me anything. And now, I'm scared my name will be black marked by lao shi for not attending the class TWICE already. The first time was because SPE had a talk in Resital Hall about Jihad Business and even the Menteri Kewangan Kedua Malaysia attended the talk together with Dr. Fadzilah Kamsah. Then the second time was because of the field trip and an unexpected incident!
So, now I have to write a letter explaining my absence. I never thought that I would have to do it because I really don't want to leave a bad name on myself. And some more, we're talking about LAO SHI, a mandarin teacher here! Aren't they famous for being strict on attendance? heh~ I guess, I need to work extra hard on my mandarin. Like, seriously hard! I wonder who can help to teach me on last week's topic because I can't just do it on my own. Hurmmppphhhh.... maybe I should do it on my own. heh~
So, it was a bitter sweet memory. Maybe I think too much about lao shi black marking my name. I hope she will understand. I did not do it on purpose. I did not intend to even skip her class! Since the situation turned out like this, I have to deal with it. Gaaahh...
Paksaan
Lol... kena paksa update this blog... kekeke At least there is someone waiting for an update. Unlike me, who hopes only for a booster to update my blog.
Maybe I can start with my field trip?
Ok. I went for Hotel Management Field Trip last Thursday. I paid only RM2.00 for the fee. We went to KaramBrunei Nexus' Resort, a 5 star resort near Sepanggar. First impression was impressive. Why? Because all around you, you are surrounded by Mother Nature. It was breathtakingly beautiful. It was really REALLY hot that day. Therefore, we did not stay long near the beach. I even suffered from a slight sunburn.
Before we start for the field trip, we were grouped into 6 departments which were Front Desk, Spa, Sports and Decorations, Marketing, Housekeeping and Food&Beverages. I was in Spa department. Overall, tThere were over 100 of us with the 3rd and 2nd year seniors. We started our journey a little before the clock did hit 9.00am.
When we arrived, we were greeted warmly by the manager of the resort and were led to the resort's hall for a light speech and intro about the resort itself. I did get to know more about the resort which offered water sport activities such as kayak-ing and SkiiJet! OMG! I miss those kind of sports! The last I tried those was back when I went to New Zealand many many years back! Hurm... but I did not ask if those are open for public or only for the guests who stay in the resort. But, seriously, I'm interested to try them once more if luck is in my hands :D
Anyways, after the intro, we were introduced to the head of each departments and were led to our respective task. Since I was in the Spa department, I get to visit the Massage Hut nearby the beach where guests can enjoy getting some massage while taking in the breathtaking view of the beach (but it was superbly hot that day and you can see mostly Caucasians sunbathing under the sun).
Then, we were led to the Spa sanctuary which is a little far from the beach and we have to walk with the sun scarring our eyes on the way. When we entered the Spa place, we were like 'WHOAAA!!'. Why? Because the decoration and interior design is unbelievably unique and pleasing in the eyes. I can automatically feel at ease and relax.
When we entered the Sauna for women, at least they seem normal. lol. Nothing out of the ordinary. We went to the facial treatment rooms. They offered facial and full body massage which can amount up from RM300 to RM800. Gila kan? Wait til I find lotsa money and see what's so special about them.
After the tour of the place, the head of the Spa department gave his permission for us to take a look and sit around. While waiting for I don't know what, the staff gave us some ginger tea drink with a pandan leave as the decoration! OMG! I craved for that drink for SOOOO LONG already and finally I got it! I can't seem to find the brand that I like here in Giant. The other brand seem to have some added sugar on it. I don't like them to be too sweet.
Anyways, after waiting blindly for half an hour, I think the supervisor (someone in the management level la) came and took over the tour. She did take us to the restaurants the resort has. They have Italian restaurant, King Fisher Restaurant which offer local foods, Chinese Restaurants and Buffet Restaurants. All of them is halal.
After that, we were taken to the Buffet Restaurant for our lunch! OMG! The lunch was HEAVEN! After a month of the cafe foods, I can finally get to fill myself with some healthy foods like salads and fruits! How I miss those kind of foods! So, I took lots of salads and some toppings of other brilliantly cooked meal such as meatballs, chicken, some cold pasta salad (it was YUMMY! I don't know how they do that, but it was seriously yummy) and on top of that, a friend of mine took one plate full of cakes and dessert for our table.
Okay, maybe from the pic, it does not look so appetizing but the cake melts nicely in your mouth! Even the brownies were chocolatey~ :D
So, after one hour of filling our tummies til it almost burst, we took some group pictures with the seniors and headed back to the main entrance to go back to UMS.
Overall, it was a nice experience and I get to know more about my field of study through the academic trip. Moreover, I get to know more on who are the seniors in Hotel Management because since I entered UMS, I can only recognize only few of them. Through this trip, I get to recognize more of them... Ngeee...
So, I learn one more thing. Being in this field of study, you get to have some nice time and nice meal as well hehe... I'm sure the more we have field trips to hotels (for academic purpose), there will always be food provided! A nice one at that! Don't forget, we went to 5 star resort where most foreigners come and go... *wink*
Updated at 3.20am :-
Maybe I can start with my field trip?
Ok. I went for Hotel Management Field Trip last Thursday. I paid only RM2.00 for the fee. We went to KaramBrunei Nexus' Resort, a 5 star resort near Sepanggar. First impression was impressive. Why? Because all around you, you are surrounded by Mother Nature. It was breathtakingly beautiful. It was really REALLY hot that day. Therefore, we did not stay long near the beach. I even suffered from a slight sunburn.
Before we start for the field trip, we were grouped into 6 departments which were Front Desk, Spa, Sports and Decorations, Marketing, Housekeeping and Food&Beverages. I was in Spa department. Overall, tThere were over 100 of us with the 3rd and 2nd year seniors. We started our journey a little before the clock did hit 9.00am.
When we arrived, we were greeted warmly by the manager of the resort and were led to the resort's hall for a light speech and intro about the resort itself. I did get to know more about the resort which offered water sport activities such as kayak-ing and SkiiJet! OMG! I miss those kind of sports! The last I tried those was back when I went to New Zealand many many years back! Hurm... but I did not ask if those are open for public or only for the guests who stay in the resort. But, seriously, I'm interested to try them once more if luck is in my hands :D
Anyways, after the intro, we were introduced to the head of each departments and were led to our respective task. Since I was in the Spa department, I get to visit the Massage Hut nearby the beach where guests can enjoy getting some massage while taking in the breathtaking view of the beach (but it was superbly hot that day and you can see mostly Caucasians sunbathing under the sun).
Then, we were led to the Spa sanctuary which is a little far from the beach and we have to walk with the sun scarring our eyes on the way. When we entered the Spa place, we were like 'WHOAAA!!'. Why? Because the decoration and interior design is unbelievably unique and pleasing in the eyes. I can automatically feel at ease and relax.
When we entered the Sauna for women, at least they seem normal. lol. Nothing out of the ordinary. We went to the facial treatment rooms. They offered facial and full body massage which can amount up from RM300 to RM800. Gila kan? Wait til I find lotsa money and see what's so special about them.
After the tour of the place, the head of the Spa department gave his permission for us to take a look and sit around. While waiting for I don't know what, the staff gave us some ginger tea drink with a pandan leave as the decoration! OMG! I craved for that drink for SOOOO LONG already and finally I got it! I can't seem to find the brand that I like here in Giant. The other brand seem to have some added sugar on it. I don't like them to be too sweet.
Anyways, after waiting blindly for half an hour, I think the supervisor (someone in the management level la) came and took over the tour. She did take us to the restaurants the resort has. They have Italian restaurant, King Fisher Restaurant which offer local foods, Chinese Restaurants and Buffet Restaurants. All of them is halal.
After that, we were taken to the Buffet Restaurant for our lunch! OMG! The lunch was HEAVEN! After a month of the cafe foods, I can finally get to fill myself with some healthy foods like salads and fruits! How I miss those kind of foods! So, I took lots of salads and some toppings of other brilliantly cooked meal such as meatballs, chicken, some cold pasta salad (it was YUMMY! I don't know how they do that, but it was seriously yummy) and on top of that, a friend of mine took one plate full of cakes and dessert for our table.
Okay, maybe from the pic, it does not look so appetizing but the cake melts nicely in your mouth! Even the brownies were chocolatey~ :D
So, after one hour of filling our tummies til it almost burst, we took some group pictures with the seniors and headed back to the main entrance to go back to UMS.
Overall, it was a nice experience and I get to know more about my field of study through the academic trip. Moreover, I get to know more on who are the seniors in Hotel Management because since I entered UMS, I can only recognize only few of them. Through this trip, I get to recognize more of them... Ngeee...
So, I learn one more thing. Being in this field of study, you get to have some nice time and nice meal as well hehe... I'm sure the more we have field trips to hotels (for academic purpose), there will always be food provided! A nice one at that! Don't forget, we went to 5 star resort where most foreigners come and go... *wink*
Updated at 3.20am :-
SEJARAH BERULANG KEMBALI
Just when I feel like my eyes can't open anymore, there's a parasite sleeping on my bed!! WHAT THE HELL?!!! Yesterday I could barely sleep since I had Finance mid-term exam, with my schedule jam-packed with kokum and the Fiesta Cahaya, I really REALLY need a good sleep!
What the toot la sleeping on my bed of all places?! WHY MY BED ALWAYS BE THE VICTIM! And I really REALLY don't like anyone sleeping on my bed without my permission! It's super rude okay! I really don't understand what is so special about my bed... really stupid! OMG! I really cannot tahan if it goes on like this! Pentingkan diri sendiri! AND I really REALLY hate to share my bolster with someone else! It's like my personal stuff and she's already invading on my personal space!
What the toot la sleeping on my bed of all places?! WHY MY BED ALWAYS BE THE VICTIM! And I really REALLY don't like anyone sleeping on my bed without my permission! It's super rude okay! I really don't understand what is so special about my bed... really stupid! OMG! I really cannot tahan if it goes on like this! Pentingkan diri sendiri! AND I really REALLY hate to share my bolster with someone else! It's like my personal stuff and she's already invading on my personal space!
WHAT CAN I DO AS TO NOT LET THIS KIND OF THING HAPPENING AGAIN WHILE MAINTAINING THE PEACE IN THE ROOM??!!!!
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Why eh?! Tolonggggg...
Hmm… today (as if on 23rd January 2010 – since I never know when I will post this entry), Mazuin, Kak Zaza, Nana and I went to Kota Kinabalu after Kokum to
2) Buy the stupid Financial Management book which we can’t seem to get our hands on! The matter pisses us off because we’ve been searching for the book EVERYWHERE and EVERY NOOK AND CORNER in KK since Thursday after the lecture class itself but to no avail! We needed the book badly because the lecturer gave us A LOT OF WORK that needs to be passed up NEXT THURSDAY and all the works are IN THE BOOK!
I think we wasted a lot of time trying to search for the book than to study for the subject itself. But if you think rationally, how can we study if we don’t have the QUESTIONS and THE GUIDE from the book to answer the question right?? What makes me and my friends even more pissed off is when we asked the lecturer about the book matter, he told us to find it in POPULAR bookstore dengan muka selamba and muka tak kisah! I mean, HELLO! I heard from our tutor that you have a connection with the book supplier!!! How can you not care about this?! You expect us to finish the homework that you gave us, yet you don’t care about the well being of your students! How can you let us be in the dark?! At least make an effort to call the supplier to supply more books in the University’s Koperasi instead of telling us to go to POPULAR which is way too far for us to go and when we DID go there (and all the other bookstores in KK), none of them have the book. What the hell are you trying to imply here? We feel so cheated.
Some more, we support the ORIGINAL before but no thanks to you, we are the PHOTOCOPY supporter now! We need to stoop so low and I don’t think the education we are receiving now will be ‘halal’ since we broke the copyright issues. Since we are desperate now, I don’t think you even care, right?! But whatever, dude. I care about this matter because I WANT TO LEARN! I don’t need no other shit.
Anyways, since we walked from Wawasan to Centre Point to Wisma Merdeka which takes about 6 km/45 minutes walk altogether only to find out that the books are all sold out and the orders will only come next month, we decided to cure our disappointment by SHOPPING (well, except for Mazuin since she can’t find the cardigan that she was looking for)! Ngee… well, can’t blame us. We have the female genes after all! Wait til you (the guys) are one of us to understand us, the female creatures. It’s one of the pure joy to overcome disappointment and stress! I will never complain the next time my mum overload herself with her shopping spree. I totally understand! LOL
After the walking, my body is feeling heavy (and cramp!). I bought myself a new shirt from F.O.S. It is actually the kind of shirt you put on for your night wear but the way I look at it, I can even wear it to my lecture class :P It’s kinda cute! I like it. Other than that, since I am always a step behind when it comes to the latest movies, I FINALLY get my hands on AVATAR and Princess & The Frog DVD!
I have just finished watching the AVATAR movie with my roommate. Okay, here is when something else pisses me off. While I was watching, another one of my roommate did sleep on my bed (and she is still sleeping as I am writing this). I actually plan to sleep after watching the movie because it was already 1 am when the movie was over and she was already fast asleep on my bed. This is not the first time she did this.
I don’t mind her sleeping on my bed but what makes me kinda pissed off is she doesn’t have the courtesy to ask for my permission. WAIT! It seems more like a lie when I said that I don't mind. Actually, I do mind when someone is sleeping on my bed because it seems like she is intruding on my personal space. Plus, the bed was just next to me when I watched the movie; yet, she did not say anything and conquered the bed as her own. I don’t know what to do. I can’t just wake her up even though I have the obligation to do so. IT IS MY BED! She has her own bed, but why doesn’t she use it?! I seriously don’t like this kind of people! And I am so bloody tired from all the walking during the day, yet I can’t sleep on my own comfy bed.
Between, another one of my roommate stayed with her family for the weekend. I planned to sleep on her bed since my bed has parasite sleeping on it. But do you know what becomes of her bed now? The parasite throws all of her clothes on the bed. So, it leaves me with no bed. If you ask me the reason on why I don’t want to sleep on her bed, that’s because she throws all her clothes on the bed as well. With my already aching body, I don’t think my body can take anymore torture by sleeping on the floor.
I can't believe she leaves me with no other option to sleep except on the floor! What the hell does she think she is to use other people's space?
Why eh? Why am I so soft-hearted and can’t get angry with people who pisses me off face-to-face? Why can’t I say what’s on my mind? Why can’t I stand for my right?
Can someone please tell me what should I do should this problem arise again in the near future (I have a feeling/instinct that it WILL happen again)? Please help me. But, please tell me a rational answer to this problem instead of comments like ‘buang je dia kat lantai tu’ or something close to that/no sarcastic comment(s).
SOS ASAP, anyone pls! pls! pls! HELP!!!!
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
I feel like chugo!
First thing - I'm in DKP B2.
Second - The time now stated 4:53 pm and my class (with a very VERY VERY strict lecturer) will start at 7:00 pm.
Third - If you're asking what chugo means, it means 'dead'. Hurm... such a harsh word// but you will get what I mean...
The thing is, when I was in the first semester, there was this guy in the same assignment group as me. He's like one of the few quiet types who speak only when he has to. But his other friend whom he always follow is the one who do most of the talking.
At first, we got along quite well eventho he rarely talk, let alone, speak (especially to girls). Thus, I assume he is naturally quiet and the quiet ones are the one that we need to be careful of (and I was right). Among all the 10 members in the group he was the only one who got A- for his mid term. I respected him and kinda awed with his brilliance (not that I find him an average student before but God must love him because he is not only a smart student but not bad in the looks department as well - hmmppphhh...)
Anyway, by the time we needed to submit our group assignment, I noticed his attitude somehow changed towards the leader, who happens to be my friend as well. The thing that makes me (and the leader) wonder about this young, quiet guy is that his 360 degree change towards us (and I mean BOTH of us ONLY). What did we do wrong? What makes a quiet guy who never talk to us before change his attitude no difference than just like an enemy? Even his other friend find it annoying and disturbing to talk to us. I find these two creatures quite odd to be friends in the first place. And the odds turn against us now.
The leader and I tried to find aby kind of reason or excuse to what might bring him and his friend against us because we know for sure now that he don't like us. What's even weirder is this sem I don't see the both of them together gether like before. I wonder what happened? And his other friend even starting to talk to me (but I don't know if he talk to the leader as well or not).
And this lead to my main story of wanting to 'chugo'. This sem, ironically, I had almost all of my classes similar of that to his (ALMOST!). And in one of the classes just now, I'm in the same group assignment as him! This group is not on our own free will. The group was chosen according to the Student Matrix Number. I was like 'Oh No!' when his name was called after mine! How could this be????!!!!
Second - The time now stated 4:53 pm and my class (with a very VERY VERY strict lecturer) will start at 7:00 pm.
Third - If you're asking what chugo means, it means 'dead'. Hurm... such a harsh word// but you will get what I mean...
The thing is, when I was in the first semester, there was this guy in the same assignment group as me. He's like one of the few quiet types who speak only when he has to. But his other friend whom he always follow is the one who do most of the talking.
At first, we got along quite well eventho he rarely talk, let alone, speak (especially to girls). Thus, I assume he is naturally quiet and the quiet ones are the one that we need to be careful of (and I was right). Among all the 10 members in the group he was the only one who got A- for his mid term. I respected him and kinda awed with his brilliance (not that I find him an average student before but God must love him because he is not only a smart student but not bad in the looks department as well - hmmppphhh...)
Anyway, by the time we needed to submit our group assignment, I noticed his attitude somehow changed towards the leader, who happens to be my friend as well. The thing that makes me (and the leader) wonder about this young, quiet guy is that his 360 degree change towards us (and I mean BOTH of us ONLY). What did we do wrong? What makes a quiet guy who never talk to us before change his attitude no difference than just like an enemy? Even his other friend find it annoying and disturbing to talk to us. I find these two creatures quite odd to be friends in the first place. And the odds turn against us now.
The leader and I tried to find aby kind of reason or excuse to what might bring him and his friend against us because we know for sure now that he don't like us. What's even weirder is this sem I don't see the both of them together gether like before. I wonder what happened? And his other friend even starting to talk to me (but I don't know if he talk to the leader as well or not).
And this lead to my main story of wanting to 'chugo'. This sem, ironically, I had almost all of my classes similar of that to his (ALMOST!). And in one of the classes just now, I'm in the same group assignment as him! This group is not on our own free will. The group was chosen according to the Student Matrix Number. I was like 'Oh No!' when his name was called after mine! How could this be????!!!!
I hate it when people hates me TT__TT
Monday, January 11, 2010
Can't do it.. T__T
Just a few days back I stated my New Year's resolutions and already I am 'almost' going back on my words. If you ask me where I am now, I will not lie and tell you that I am indeed in 1 Borneo. I can't sleep til I get my download complete! Now that it is almost complete, I become greedy and wanted to download MBC Gayo Festival. Yes, I know, I know. Not a week pass and here I am in Starbucks again trying to fight the temptation not to come again.
Okay, it may seem like I'm bluffing now, at least, I can promise you that after my downloads are complete and I am happy and well (as long as I am happy and well) I will not gonna give up coming to and fro 1 Borneo if it means I'm gonna get my Gayo Festival complete! *smirk* So, THERE! You get a detailed resolutions from me. Hehe
Urm... I don't know what else to say. So, I'm gonna go off for now and erm... wait for my downloads to complete. Hehe
P/S to Zul : I want Merlin Season 1 please. Thank you, you pretty little thing! hehehe
Okay, it may seem like I'm bluffing now, at least, I can promise you that after my downloads are complete and I am happy and well (as long as I am happy and well) I will not gonna give up coming to and fro 1 Borneo if it means I'm gonna get my Gayo Festival complete! *smirk* So, THERE! You get a detailed resolutions from me. Hehe
Urm... I don't know what else to say. So, I'm gonna go off for now and erm... wait for my downloads to complete. Hehe
P/S to Zul : I want Merlin Season 1 please. Thank you, you pretty little thing! hehehe
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